Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Oh what a night!

What a night! After work this evening a friend and I went out to meet some girls who we know from a website. We belong to an online community that I love dearly. There are some amazing people there who truly touch my heart.

So, five of us ladies hooked up tonight for some munchies, laughs and fun! We had such a great time. I really feel like I have made some friends, which doesn't happen too often really. I'm excited about the possibilities and the opportunity to really develop some friendships.

Now that I am home, it's really sinking in just how lonely I am right now. I miss my husband more and more each day. I've never felt this way before in my life. I have a constant feeling deep down in me that is terribly unsettling. I wish he was here with me right now and for every moment. My husband is my world. I cannot imagine what life was ever like without him. I am so anxious and excited about being able to give him a child. I can't wait to be able to create a baby with him. Something that is truly an expression of our love and commitment to each other.

Just 14 more days and he and I will be together. I cannot wait!

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